wapish. whapak. wahoo.

i don’t really feel like writing. in fact i don’t feel much like anything.
i miss my family so much, it’s heartbreaking.
i miss my friends, my car, my room.
i miss having a job. having a life.
that HE makes me happy is a given, but, y’know, BUT.
i’m bored and though i havent been doing anything, i’m tired.
so far these have been the most unproductive months of my life.
i have made almost zero contribution to the world. i have done nothing to improve society, not even to improve myself.
although i did peel my first potato last month.
and i made my first cup of rice using the rice cooker.
wipe off that smirk.
baby steps.

anyway, sabi nga ng bestfriend ko, this is my song right now (by ugh, fergie):

"And I’m gonna miss you like a child misses his blanket
But I’ve got to get a move on with my life
It’s time to be a big girl now
And big girls don’t cry."

so while i’m looking for a job, while am missing home, while am getting bored, while am preparing for wife-hood, while am pushing tears back, yan ang theme song ko.

while am finally getting my lesson in patience, fergie will sing in my head.

how annoying is that.
okay, HE always tells me to be positive, so positive!
how funny is that.

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